Balancing act

I am stretching myself over and over again between being a devoted mother of a 11 month old baby and a creative self - employed. Having less sleep, focus on advertisement, building up a new website and so on... Being a mother is a incredible thing for me. I have to define myself even though I feel it's still my old self here. Just some things are not quiet as they use to be and that pushes me to a place of: "need for change"... There is a little human walking on earth, which wasn't existing in that way before. So beautiful strange-